today has been sad,
but not in a gut-wrenching misplaced expectations sort of way.
today has been sad like an old sagging porch, just kind of tired
and worn out.
of course dear friend i understand,
i really really do. and i'm not disappointed cuz i hadn't started really hoping yet.
its just that that was going to be something to look forward too,
something to get me through.
and now i'll look forward to seeing you in the spring
(and it will be better and longer and warmer)
but spring is far off; and this not-begun winter already feels long.
so i'm a bit off today, because i have to make it through without you.
then again - you are always there; thank god for that. thank god i never really have to make it through without you.
we look young in this pic. thanks for always understanding friend, that is what you are best at, always getting me. and i love you for it.
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